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Monday, August 17, 2009

over and over.

its just one thing after another. it doesn't stop. and the more i keep trying to fool myself into thinking this is what i need to do, it's stupid. and it's killing me inside.
it's so fucking stupid.
THIS IS SO FUCKING STUPID. WAKE UP.
i might have fucking celiac disease which... i dont even know. its not a huge deal but it effects my life massively and it's just the last thing i fucking need right now. fucking gluten.
i'm so sick of trying be there for everyone and always feeling so fucking alone all the time when i need someone.
i find it really funny that with all the stuff im currently trying to deal with i still find time for people who are important to me and who need me no matter how hard it is.
i dont do things based on what im going to get in return EVER, but this is getting a bit ridiculous.
i'm not fine, so stop telling me i'll be fucking fine.

xo

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