but i'm going to anyway.
because it's one of those days.
I wish i knew how you felt. about anything.
i am obviously an open book when it comes to feelings, as anyone who knows me is probably painfully aware of.
but you... i have all the reasonings... and i think i'm starting to get the distance you want me to be at but i still don't know how you feel about anything.
it's actually like trying to see through a brick wall if we're talking a comparison on the level of difficulty.
Infact there's a lot of things that i'm not sure about that im too afraid to bring up because i don't want you to get mad at me.
but i'm at a point right now where i either go on with what i'm doing because ideally thats what i want to do, or i don't. and that decision would be a whole lot easier for me to make if i had the slightest idea on what was going through your head.
there's a big obvious difference between being patient and being foolish. and i guess i just really do not want to be made a fool of.
xo
- julia claire
- Toronto, Ontario, Canada
- "Internet porn makes everything more reasonable -- once you've realized there is a massive subculture of upwardly mobile people who think it's erotic to see an Asian woman giving a hand job to a javelina, nothing else in the world seems crazy."
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