while you're out travelling the world.

i'm here just looking for a reason to leave it all behind.

so school?

i guess so.
my classes are as follows...( the first few sound so hokey....but i have to take them as pre requisites to the make up course...)

October 31st - November 21st - Makeup Colour Theory - Saturdays 10:00 - 3:30
November 28th - December 19th - Art of Eyebrow Shaping - Saturdays 10:00 - 4:00
January 5th - February 4th - Skin Preparation - Tuesdays and Thursdays 6:00 - 10:00

February 16th - May 27th - Professional Makeup I - Tuesdays and Thursdays 6:00 - 10:00

Excited? yeah.
i'll be even more excited if i can quit my job at the end of october and do all of this faster.

xo

it has been so long

i was on a blog rampage and then it stopped.
i don't know if i got sick of hearing myself moan and groan or more just self conscious that other people were.
i've had a bit of time to think about things. a lot of time actually.. probably more than i wanted.
and to be honest i should be a lot more sure of what i'm feeling, than i currently am right now.

i saw evan last night. Evan is like the one person i wish i could have in my life everyday that i can't. Everything about him in so sincere and genuine, and i already miss him more than i did before i got to spend time with him yesterday.

can we just go ahead and fast forward the next month of my life.... because i have a feeling things are going to get really weird. i've gotten myself into a couple weird situations right now and i don't really want to think of ways to have to get myself out of them.
i'd like to just skip it all together.

please.

xo

so...

i beat a cab across town last night on my bike.
granted they probably got stuck in a lot more traffic than i did.... but i'm still fairly impressed with myself.


I LIKE TO GO FAST.
YA.

xo

so much for the afterglow

i am tired of missing you.

period.

just because you believe in something doesn't mean it exists.

lets roll with that for a moment.
true/false: you can will something into existence
true/false: it doesn't matter the outcome, its the willingness to try
true/false: good things really are worth waiting for

why do i regret last night so much.