sakuters

for the win.

http://thatsbone.blogspot.com/2009/04/product-feature-villains-co_28.html


xo.

glad to see my shirt still fits you

As much as i complain about how much my job ultimately blows, due solely to the fact that my boss is a crazy raging fucking nutcase of a woman.... sometimes i get to do cool shit.

Even if i'm not asked but told, and have to mingle with corporate douchebags in a room full of mid twenties industry snobs drinking mojitos and shitting foie gras.
bottom line, is that i have a real job. whether i hate it most days or not.

Went to an industry night tonight dressed like a slob. oops. i may or may not have woken up at 8 am forgetting that i had to attend this thing and remembering that i had to be at work in 20.

but, just incase all of you think i'm full of shit and or think i don't actually do anything but spend most of my days on facebook....
this is one of the venues we're part of in the distillery district.

it's called the fermenting cellar:

Anyway, it's gorgeous. super raw and full of character/potential... but its just such a joke that they would have this industry night now in the middle of everyones massive cut backs on spendature seeing as it's one of the most expensive venues in the city. and so big that your rentals would probably be 10 grand alone to make it look as impressive as it did tonight.

i dont really know why anyone would care about this other than me. Believe it or not i actually like getting my own clients, and having lunch dates or doing sales meetings. it makes me feel accomplished and established and like i'm contributing to more than just cutting back the bookkeepers work load. and i'm actually really good at it i just have no motivation to bring someone business who has no respect for me.

anyway, I'm going back to school soon! everyone be proud of me.
xo

distracted.

you don't get it.
none of you get that this isn't what i wanted to have happen from me sending someone a message saying i miss you.
for fucks sake.
all i wanted was for you to realize that your decisions effect other people. that you cant just do whatever you want all the time and not expect reprecussions.
thats all, so i could say i love you and we'd all be over it.
getting a new apartment or a new job or new clothes HAS ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with the type of person you are.
it doesn't make you a better person, i'm sorry.
it doesn't make me a better person, it doesn't make anyone a better person. those are material things not morals or values.




and you, you are in no place to be calling me a bad or a negative person.
not in a million years.
don't ever talk about me, because you don't know me, and you don't know my life.













i'm really sick of being mad about this.
but i'm really mad that you made private affairs into something this public.

xo

it's sunday, and i'm in love?

so with the end of my vacation only hours away and a week of work fast approaching, as well as nicer weather and a general new appreciation for life, i re-did my blog again.
and have decided that it's time to start writing about things that i care about and that OTHER PEOPLE might care about.
informative writing.
so i'm starting this thing where im going to try and make atleast one entry a week about something i care about that i can share with other people.
it's probably going to be fashion/art/music/make-up related seeing as outside of my friends, and boyfriend, thats all i really care about anyway.
and puppies.
but there's only so much one can inform others about when it comes to puppies....( i will however add the more general term "animals" into the mix).

but not tonight.
it's 8:52 and i've just watched 3 consecutive drew barrymore romance movies.
might make it a fourth.
i'm so excited to get paid 3 times in may i can't even explain it. i might even start paying off some of my debts! after i buy a bike and get tattooed, of course.

xo

i dont know why

but this made me smile so huge when i saw it. and it may or may not have anything to do with the unknown reason that when i saw it the only person i could picture doing that is gillie.

i have already been awake for two hours and made chocolate chip pancakes, finished two loads of laundry and watched one of the many feel good movies of the early 2000's (she's all that).
i'm also almost 100% positive i want to go back to school to become a makeup artist.

i'm going to the grocery store.

i feel amazing.

xo

its been a while

since being away from someone has made me so bummed out.


i just spent the past half hour filtering through pictures of naked and octopus covered asians to find the cutest ones.
because he likes asians.



sleep it off.
xo

wow.

speechless.

you have once again...missed the point.
entirely.
(i would just like to add that unfortunately....having known dani much longer than you have, and most of the people in that, i would say that my opinion does matter....and my opinion had nothing to do with her style, or dating boys in bands, or the scene at all.)

you idiot.(s)

I against I

im infinitely stressed about this.

looks like i'm going to start investing in a TTC pass again.


xo

i have a problem.

I really like candy.
like.. yeah. i love candy. sour candy to be more specific, and in large quantities.

you know what else i like in large quantities?





saturday adam and i went to vaughn mills and spent money. remember these?


yeah. me too.
remember when i owned them in my size on clearance AND in black?
YEAH?! ME TOO!

ohmigawwwwwwd!


it's 10:50pm and i dont really know what to do with myself. i have to go try on clothes i bought to see if they're going to help me sell 23 dollar lunches.
or 26 even.
i wonder if i've madean outfit good enough to sell 26 dollar luncheons.

or, maybe i'll just eat sour warheads until my tongue bleeds.
/metal.


xo

cryptic? hardly.

i write the way that i write.
if you don't understand it, it isn't necessarily because i don't want you to. it might just be that because as public as this is i don't want to make it everyones business. or that the people i know are going to get it, get it, and thats all that matters.

and if you don't get it... and you're supposed to but you just haven't clued in yet even after all the blatant clues...
then welcome to the story of your life.
past and present.

ITS SO NICE OUT TODAY.
I WISH YOU WERE HERE.
YEAH YOU!

<3