I'm really tired today.
i don't know if it's my actions or my current state of mind that has left me feeling so alienated lately but whatever it is i wish it would go away.
the only company I've been keeping outside of Adam is that of my bicycle. yesterday we (my bike and i) went all the way to college park in less than 15 minutes. it allows me to get out and just think about stuff i guess...plus I'm really tired of looking at myself lately and not seeing the girl who weighed like 137 pounds a year and a half ago. I'm determined to be fit again by the end of august which means i should probably start riding to work everyday as opposed to just a couple times a week ( if that ).
I also wish that i had better social skills. Nate and i were talking about how he could have a conversation with anyone (the girl in Starbucks tried to tell him the company started in Italy while justifying the names for the different sizes... in which he and her manager basically just told her how wrong she was ) Nate just has that ability to instantly befriend, or at least be sociable with anyone... and i do not. which is probably why i have such a hard time meeting new people.
At the very least, i like my job right now. and i like that i like the people i have to spend a minimum of 8 hours a day with. that really only leaves me with 3-4 hours to fill on my own to get to the weekends i spend with bf.
still can't wait for elvis fest.
i'm going to get drunk as shit.
xo
- julia claire
- Toronto, Ontario, Canada
- "Internet porn makes everything more reasonable -- once you've realized there is a massive subculture of upwardly mobile people who think it's erotic to see an Asian woman giving a hand job to a javelina, nothing else in the world seems crazy."
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