no seriously.
i love rob mcneil. and i love jen gillen. and i am so glad that i went out tonight and tried to have a good time. (because i did have a good time)
it was just hard being somewhere like that without you.
i missed the way i can dance like an idiot infront of you and you'll still look at me like i'm the only girl in the entire world.
for some reason it was just weird without you. i kept looking up thinking you'd be there and you weren't.
and this is the first time all weekend i've actually forced myself to think about us not being together. so this is also the first time all weekend i've actually cried.
it's weird to think that you don't miss me at all.
it's even weirder to think that maybe you do and you don't want to tell me.
my heart aches.
all i want is for the past week to go away so we can go back to my mom making you treats and us being best friends and super in love and watching planet earth on sundays.
my heart seriously, fucking aches.
xo
- julia claire
- Toronto, Ontario, Canada
- "Internet porn makes everything more reasonable -- once you've realized there is a massive subculture of upwardly mobile people who think it's erotic to see an Asian woman giving a hand job to a javelina, nothing else in the world seems crazy."
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