Real talk. For real.

A real life post. not just "this is all the stuff i want but cannot afford" post.
after everything that went on last week i needed to get a little bit of partyrage out of my system.. .which i guess is where thursday and friday came from. Thursday being the lesser of two evils was spent at strangelove as mentioned previously.
Friday i went to Hamilton for Nikita's birthday with the intention of drowning out the previous nights hangover with way too much more alcohol.
I still hate Hamilton, but overall, it was worth it.
Jager + Jagerredbull + Vodkalime + Vodkalime + Budweiser + Jager + Vodkalime + Vodkashowers = me getting kicked out of the casbah at 2:15am.
eating half a pita.
yelling at adam for changing the tv channels and making me feel sick. (sorry pal)
waking up like this.

and going for golden griddle all you can eat breakfast buffets.
Favourite BBM line(s) of the night :

Julia Claire: Fucj that
Julia Claire: Oloaztg moore
SHP: Sooo wasted
Julia Claire: Spoo wasted

that about sums it up.
Saturday night was spent mostly playing Xbox. and ordering way too much sushi which was the best idea we've had in a long time.

I feel like my entire life is in limbo right now. I dont know where anything is going and it's a good and a bad thing. it's giving me time to consider the things i want to change about my life but it's making me feel really uncertain about where i'm headed.
My relationships with Katie, Jen, Vik, Jose... and actually even Ben and Alex are some of the most important things i have right now.
I still need a Vacation. like A.S.A.P. but i feel like as we get past february... or even just this week things will start to sort themselves out.
I really want things to work out. in every sense that could possibly be taken as it applies to so many current situations in my life.
And i really want a raise so i can start to purchase all this shit i've been posting. and maybe paint my blue room of doom.

xo