distracted.

you don't get it.
none of you get that this isn't what i wanted to have happen from me sending someone a message saying i miss you.
for fucks sake.
all i wanted was for you to realize that your decisions effect other people. that you cant just do whatever you want all the time and not expect reprecussions.
thats all, so i could say i love you and we'd all be over it.
getting a new apartment or a new job or new clothes HAS ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with the type of person you are.
it doesn't make you a better person, i'm sorry.
it doesn't make me a better person, it doesn't make anyone a better person. those are material things not morals or values.




and you, you are in no place to be calling me a bad or a negative person.
not in a million years.
don't ever talk about me, because you don't know me, and you don't know my life.













i'm really sick of being mad about this.
but i'm really mad that you made private affairs into something this public.

xo