everytime i see a toyota guest services vehicule i always think of my grandad.
i miss him.

hair day

im unsure if it's good or bad.
yesterday i loved it. today... i dont know.

The never ending saga that is the love hate relationship between me and my keratin.

xo

i need to change this layout

big into change right now.
i can't do enough things to shake up my current life. i am so so so bored with everything.
i've also become weight obsessed. theres nothing worse than looking at yourself and hating most of what you see.
so inbetween my current work/school schedule... i'm also going to be trying to find time to go to the gym three times a week... which will get much easier when im not in school two nights a week.
as well as trying to have a social life. which has been pretty much non-existant except for the dinner i had with jen last night and the two beers i had with heather after school thursday that lead to my comatose friday. (TWO BEERS. I AM A SAD SAD HUMAN BEING.)
Anyway, im going to try and start updating a little more regularly. i say that all the time but i am. for real. not that i think anyone really reads this anymore anyway.

xo

waking up on the wrong side of the bed

it happens.
it's not even that i'm angry, mostly just sucky...maybe kinda whiney.

i'm really nervous about my exam tomorrow.
and i've never ever been any good at studying. i don't know how to make study notes. the context isn't even hard but i have the worst short term memory.

So, jenn liles did this unreal gypsy/cobra piece on some dudes arm that totally sold me on having her do my sleeve ( i feel like im tattoo artist cheating... it's terrible ) but her lines are so so thin and the features in all her female faces are so perfect and exactly what i want i think she'll do an incredible job.

there are a few things that are really irritating me right now, but i guess i'll just drink too much tomorrow night with katie to even think about them.

i thought i saw ollie in the subway yesterday. it made me feel like i was going to puke instantly. not even because i ever even remotely think about him ever but more because this time i wouldn't have any sort of escape plan.
turns out i didn't need one anyway.

anyway, wish me luck!

xo

this latte is shitty

instant latte.
bad call.

http://vimeo.com/8176533

adam and i made a gingerbread house. it's really cute and im really happy that the cats aren't eating it.
i'm really happy that we have power again.
i'm really happy that i saw katie on saturday.
i'm really happy that my boyfriend knows that i love head bands and feathers and a combination of the two.
i'm really happy.


oh.


and i'm quitting my job.

xo

my new serious beef.

COMPLAINERS. CONSTANT COMPLAINERS.
i have my fair share of shit to be unhappy with, but not all the time and not all the time publically.

wah, my paradise vacation is too hot.
wah, my adorable new puppy is being a pain.
wah, my friends who are my friends this week but i hated last week are all inconsiderate. (duh)
wah, i stay up way too late for no reason in particular and now im too tired to function so i'm going to complain about it all fucking day
wah, wah, wah, wah fucking wah.

shut up. no one cares. and i wish it wouldn't cause mad teen DRAMZ for me to just cut you all out of my life completely.

on a brighter note, i can't wait to make a gingerbread house this year.
or for mom to make me empire cookies.

lovelove.

xo